Thursday, September 21, 2017

new life

so I now have a new life, since the restraining order September 4th 2009. what no one tells you is they expire . and about almost a year ago my ex boyfriend messaged me on Facebook. wanting to meet up. I politely declined his offer and said for him to move on and that I have since moved on and gotten married. remember the second guy I told you about?. well I married my rescuer <3.
well apparently my ex boyfriend wasn't happy about that said he no longer has respect for me or him. so I hit the block button and haven't heard from him since thank god!.
me and my husband have been through so much since 2015 . but we love where were at now.
and I am pregnant. but it is not a normal pregnancy, I'm going through a very rare pregnancy ,
its called a cryptic pregnancy . and 1 in 2500 women go through one. and its caused from imbalance hormones. mine I believe is caused from pcos. and I have had honestly mixed reactions a lot of friends don't believe me or my husband about this pregnancy and think were doing it for attention. well I'm here to set the record straight were not. I'm pregnant with 3 babies . I have tried to tell doctors hospitals etc but sadly no one believes me, they call me crazy :(.
with these pregnancies there's little to no hcg in the mothers system because each month I get a period. but its not like a normal period its mostly spotting/light bleeding. because of this period each month the tests never are positive. I know the exact date this started September 23 2015. yes you read that right.
I pray one day that this pregnancy is recognized . but until then me and my husband along with other women going through this are on our own.

since moving out of new jersey my dads side of the family has disowned us, no phone calls text messages etc. they blame me for my parents house going into foreclosure.

supposedly my sister says their just mad how I left the house , but its not my fault I had 30 days to find a place to live for me and my husband.

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